How do I heal a Heart that once was mine with Happiness blooming as full as a Red Rose...?
How do I stop the Tears from falling when all I want to do is die...
--So lost, so lonely
I cannot reach out for the fear of being hurt so deeply a Soul begins to wither like the bitter cold Frost of Winter; kills the Rose of Happiness...
Have you never needed a Friend so desperately but NEVER around to Love you
...Or just to hold my hand and say, "Everything will be fine, just wait..."
Never knowing if I can ever be the same again, and being so scared or guilty I want to let fo
And fly away as high as the Angels to be with God
or just to caress the lonely glittering stars above...
To know I am not the only one who sheds burning tears;
Yet so afraid to allow another to see my pain...feeling drained I cannot sleep for fear of no one to stand beside me
How am I to remain strong when I feel so cold inside
...so empty...
Where do I go to feel strong with one not two;
I pray the tears will stop one day soon!
And the Red Rose of Happiness will Bloom again
this time remain strong as an Oak...
Will my eyes ever lose their dullness to regain their mischief sparkle of Life?
My Soul is drifting away from my shattered Heart; broken so suddenly with outstanding
Yet stubbornly I will go on because of My Will to live Life to the fullest...
My question remains: "For how long?"
~November 4, 1998 7:15 pm
L.M. Acton
"I cared so much for you but you turned your back on me for no good reason. I hurt beyond words, but I shall go on. Good-Bye, My Moonshine Love!"
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